‘Betrayed by my body’. LTCs influencing distress
Experiences of being diagnosed with an LTC were a source of distress, being described by the South Asian participants with LTCs as stressful and shocking, as well as feeling let down by their bodies and anxious about future events. This was more pronounced in diagnoses of heart disease than diabetes:
‘The diabetes at first, it was very depressing, that I felt my body had let me down. Obviously, from being quite active, bouncing about and football and whatever, whenever I could. I think I was forty-nine or something like that at the time. I felt a bit betrayed by my body. I know it’s silly. But then I got used to it and I find that it didn’t really affect me that much. I was okay, pretty much, within myself after a couple of months. And then with this heart attack now, it’s very depressing. Again, because now, I’m always worried about the next event.’
(South Asian [SA]02, Pakistani origin, aged 54 years, diabetes type 2 and coronary heart disease)
GPs described the challenges of supporting men of South Asian origin managing the burden of their LTC, and individuals tiring from this burden leading to reduced concordance and poorer control of their LTCs. A lack of engagement made it challenging to work with patients to make shared management plans:
‘They might present to me because the nurse has said she doesn’t know what to do with them. Their diabetes is getting worse and worse control. You look and you realise that they haven’t been taking their tablets. Their compliance has been really low. When you challenge them on that they deny it completely and go, “oh no doctor I take my tablets all the time” … It’s because they just lost interest in looking after themselves.’
(GP05, GP partner, 20 years’ experience)
South Asian participants with LTCs described frustration managing their LTCs owing to the multiple demands of treatment such as dietary and lifestyle changes as well as medication. They described how this could lead to chronic stress that at times tipped into distress and disengagement from managing their health:
‘Sometimes you almost erupt. We’re trying to sort out dietary needs and trying to do everything right concerning diabetes. When a diabetes nurse speaks to you, they tell you, you have to do this, you have to exercise, you must do this and you must do that. Certain things in your life can happen where you just think, forget this, I’ve had enough. How much longer am I going to put up with all this, or do I have to do this all my life? … And then there have been times where I have thought I’ve had enough of this or I can’t do this any more.’
(SA07, Bangladeshi origin, aged 42 years, diabetes type 1)
Intersections of social determinants contributing to distress.
A number of social factors were described as intersecting to contribute to distress in South Asian participants living with an LTC, namely financial stress, family difficulties, and prejudice.
Financial pressures were described as more stressful than physical health problems, owing to the constant pressure of poverty affecting all aspects of a person’s life as well as directly affecting health:
‘Financial thing is the main issue. If you don’t have the money, without money you can’t live. They say that health is more important, I always say money is more important than health, because if you don’t have the money, your health will go down anyway. You can’t eat the proper thing, you can’t pay the bill, your stress will come, you are short of everything.’
(SA13, Pakistani origin, aged 66 years, diabetes type 2 and coronary heart disease)
Of note, South Asian participants with LTCs described health as secondary to financial pressures, and did not describe health as a priority in itself. GPs explained how some South Asian men with LTCs did not seem able to prioritise their health because of competing problems, such as finances and poor housing, leading to presenting to primary care as a result of socioeconomic factors:
‘Sadly, many present, and the triggers to their presentation tend to be, again, socioeconomic reasons. So, they’ve got financial issues, employment issues, problems within their relationships. And, sadly, lots of addiction problems … And the thread that links all of this across communities, beyond South Asian communities, I think, is deprivation.’
(GP02, GP partner, 11 years’ experience)
Family challenges were described as a great source of distress. Some South Asian participants with LTCs described a tension related to acculturation, struggling between the expectation they had of their children based on the South Asian culture they were brought up in, in contrast to the more British culture their children grow up in and act on. This tension was amplified in multigenerational households, more prevalent among people of South Asian origin from low socioeconomic classes (based on occupation), with family members being around each other often yet having different values:
‘A lot of tension is tension with the family. Ninety-nine per cent of problems of tension is with family. It’s a family killer, these problems because we’re living with our families so much.’
(SA02, Pakistani origin, aged 54 years, diabetes type 2 and coronary heart disease)
Prejudice was described by South Asian participants with LTCs as a significant contributor to distress, such as the perceived biased nature of media coverage of people of South Asian origin and government policies unfairly targeting people of South Asian origin such as imposing a lockdown the night before an important South Asian festival while easing restrictions for Christmas:
‘The fact that they announced the lockdown the night before Eid al-Fitr was extremely frustrating. And the fact that now, they’re pulling out all the stops, and they couldn’t care less about any increase in the infection rate for Christmas, it’s infuriating.’
(SA02, Pakistani origin, aged 54 years, diabetes type 2 and coronary heart disease)
Suffering across the world was also described as a source of distress, owing to perceptions of prejudice on a global level with loss of life considered insignificant based on where someone was from. When a South Asian participant described international injustices as a source of distress, the interviewer asked whether world politics makes him distressed, to which he replied:
‘I’m sorry. It isn’t politics. No. It’s frustrating, people, if they say, oh forget all the things. They are human. How could it be politics? And then the Palestinian people, they are taking them and killing them. How can it be politics?’
(SA01, Pakistani origin, aged 60 years, diabetes type 2)